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Womanizer
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Love Lockdown
Kanye West
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With Arms Outstretched
Rilo Kiley
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Sleep All Day
Jason Mraz
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Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk
Rufus Wainwright
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
Vagina Sundays
From now on, I hereby dub all Sundays Vaginaday. For one, because our cast meetings are on Sunday morning/afternoons for 3-4 hours each week. I was dreading our first one back a bit this morning because I didn't sleep until 5 am last night and I had to get up at 10 am, but once I got there I was reminded of just how incredible an experience this all is. Oh and the second reason is because since Sunday is generally the day of religious worship -- what greater thing to worship. (Although my vagina would disagree that she is getting worshipped very much lately and she keeps nagging me to get a friend or a plane ticket).
The point of how incredible this whole experience is; every meeting we have check-ins -- which is a time where we literally sit there, all 25+ of us, and each take turns talking about what's been going on with us. I know, sounds totally hokey and group-therapyish, but it's SUCH an incredible experience -- especially for me right now feeling as alienated as I do and unwilling to connect -- to hear the dish on all these incredible girls who I love so much already. I miss this a lot while I'm in school, especially with 9:30am - 6:30pm work & school everyday and all my best friends living in different area codes. So another long story short, I was so happy to be reminded that these meetings are my happy place. Because I really don't feel like I have people in my life here who I feel I can connect with as much as I do with these girls. It is so so so important to me to have these strong relationships with girls.
Synopsis for those who don't want to read all the above: the Vagina Monologues are changing my life already, opening my mind and warming my heart; I feel lost; love my vagina girls; I love these meetings because they make it so easy to be me; and to be completely in my vagina zone right now: GOD I MISS SEX.
& after all that rambling...there's still so much chaos in my head.
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